Appreciation...
Sort of a continuation from the previous entry... I dunno... just feel like writing it.
Appreciation for...
My Personal Wellbeing
How many times had anyone forgotten, to appreciate one's own personal wellbeing? Times when one is free from sickness. Taking for granted those precious time... and times where you can walk, breathe the air, see the colors, taste the icecream, hold a pen, type a mail... because we still have our health and our physical being.
I appreciate it...
My Warm Bed and Cosy Room
Its easy to forget the comfort that your room and bed gives you every day and night, just because it won't leave in a a split second's time. And forget the warmth your blanket gives on cold nights. The moments where you spent laughing and crying on, of the dreams that you had while sleeping on, of moments of love spent sharing on and of time you spent, just lying on, while time passes by...
I appreciate it...
My Emotions
The ability to feel happiness and sadness, anger and love, confusion, madness... the ability to cry, the ability to laugh, the ability to crap and complain, the ability to hide in a corner, and from the world...
I appreciate it...
Nature
To run in the field in the sun's glory, to stand still in heaven's rain, to splash water on someone you love under the waterfall, to drink the nectar of life from a mountain spring, to wake up to the smell of blossoming roses, walk to school under the beautiful clouds, to walk hand in hand in the evening breeze, to enjoy and lay under the star filled sky, wrapped around her in the morning sun, until the moment of the evening dusk. The magnificent mountains, the gentle streams, the roaring river, and the endless ocean and sea. The silence of night, the cracking of day. The sound of twigs snapping under your feet, while you pop a strawberry into your mouth. The sweetness of honey, and the bitterness of medicine. The lovely Sunflower and the cute Daisy...
I appreciate it...
Food
Ham and egg in the morning, coupled with bread and a hot coffee. Raisin bread, chocolate muffin, tiramisu, cheesecakes. Sweet, sour, bitter, hot, salty... fragrant or bland. A hot bowl of white rice and a can of sardines. A cup of milo and biscuits. A sneaky midnight snack of swiss rolls and tarts.
A day of plain porridge and rice...
Dark Chocolates...
I appreciate it...
Character and personality
Outgoing, fun loving, shy, confident, perseverance, insolence, introvert, crazy, madness, humorous, stressfree, ever laughing, cold, approachable... something we forgetten, that is what's you...
Honesty and Integrity
I appreciate it...
Friends
Ones who love you, ones who hate you. By your side while you cry/laugh/grumble/giggle/pout/fume over, everything and anything. Appear when you need, leaves when you don't. A touch of comfort, a word of wisdom. To egg you on to get the lady's phone number, to whisper words of thrill at a handsome hunk, to scream and hug at one's success, and a shoulder to rest on for the weary soul. An extra fist to punch the enemy, an extra butt to kick while we run, a smart ass to answer your exam queries, and the same to confuse you with incorrect facts! The one to laugh at your stupid jokes, to share a song for the unique moment and the one that will walk with you through the rain and storm.
You'll Never Walk Alone
I appreciate it...
The Special One
Hugs of joy, tears of sadness. The lovely kiss, the nights of love and intimacy. Moments shared under the sun, moon and stars. Running along the beaches and lapping waves. Of piggybacks that I give, of tender loving care...
You guys fill this up for me... I don't have any to talk about for now...
My Siblings
My Sister, who's ever so close to me. Let me use her laptop, treat me to meals, tells me where good food are. Share with me her crazy SMSes, and fight with me over the computer. Puzzles me with her crazy antics and irritate me with 'My friends all say you look like me!'. Gives me pocket money at times, and more spare cash too, in emergencies.
My Brother, a guide and target who I always hope to be, and surpass. A bully who toughens me up, and someone with teaches me the parts of Life. Someone to talk to about work, politics, stocks and family.
Loving me always as their kid brother...
I appreciate it...
My Parents
The people, who I failed to appreciate 90% of my lifetime. I'm not sure if you commit the same mistake too... no matter how much at times I dislike them, their decisions, their actions... they are the ones who brought me up. The one to put the food into my mouth while I was a baby, the ones who hold on to me while I learnt to walk, the ones who look on while I first started school, the ones who laugh when I failed to live up to my 'standards' in PSLE, the ones who objected to my secondary school relationship, the ones who nodded when I got my Os and As. The ones who sent me off to BMT, the ones who see me passing out as a stupid private. The ones who cook for me on my first book out, the ones who visited me on the two family visit days. The ones who beamed with pride at my commissioning parade, the one who had dinner with me after which. The ones who listen to my profanities of my S4, the ones who see me gain 14kg in army. The ones who worked longer just to let me have the education grant, the ones who want me to further my studies after my undergrad Life. The ones who listen to me grumble about my previous relationship, the ones who want to know when I will get a girlfriend again. The ones who wants a car to be driven around, the ones who will be at my convocation.
The ones who I will take care as long as I can, the ones who I will drive around in their later years. The ones who I will respect and love, as far as I can and I hope. The ones who I'll give a filial and doting daughter-in-law, the ones who I'll give grandsons and granddaughters to. The ones who I'll give a shelter to, the ones who I'll take care of...
My Most Beloved Parents...
I most appreciated, and more then ever... forever...
And how about you?
short note...
The World is a better place...
If You appreciate what You already have.
Those that are left at the back of Your mind,
Never having a chance...
Give them a chance and a thought...
The World is a better place...
Had been,
Still is,
And will be...
A short prayer... 南无阿弥陀佛
Amitabha, Amitabha... 南无阿弥陀佛...
A short prayer for all the victims of this very unfortunate natural disaster...
Amitabha, Amitabha... 南无阿弥陀佛...
I hope their souls will all be free from the sufferings of this world...
Amitabha, Amitabha... 南无阿弥陀佛...
May their spirits be released and forever be in paradise...
脱离苦海，早登极乐...
Of Soccer and Bloopers
What would you do on a nice sunday morning? Sleep in, late breakfast, relax with the family... blah blah... For some champions, we have decided to have a special morning to remember. A bunch of guys gathered in ntu src at 9am. To do what you ask? Play Uno. And to be more specific, Hello Kitty Uno. Hello Kitty Uno?!?!?! A bunch of guys?!?!?! Yupz... And we were hysterical! We laughed at every damn thing possible. Like how someone is boasting how he will not get draw four and instead get a total of draw sixteen. Or amazing display of poor strategic planning. Anyway, we were so noisy, the people there must be wondering why 14 guys will appear in ntu src on a sunday morning just to play Hello Kitty Uno.
Of course we are not that crazy. It happens that this morning the field was occupied first by hall games, so we amused ourselves with uno and lived the years gone so long ago. And the Hello Kitty Uno is courtesy of Victor Lim, who made a guest appearance today for our morning match.
I've captured a few moments of our game this morning, so take a look of the handsome dudes of my team.
Here's our keeper darien, or some say sweet tapioca, or wu ma... what ever la. He was all excited over the game today. The Uno game that is...
Darien in a very good post. Note the cards in his hands. Authentic Hello Kitty Uno cards!
Here's a intense game between Darien and Guojun. They are the two left after the other three gamed!
With this kind of people around, do you dare play Uno? But then, so sinister but play Hello Kitty Uno?? Ha....
Ryan looking on; an exciting Uno game in progress!
Zhiwang strolling slowly towards the Uno arena on a lazy sunday morning...
But there are also other entertaining stuff about our team too.. like the bloopers that guojun pull off. Like: I skipped death! Which was supposed to be I escaped death. Hahaha... Here's a compilation of his all time classics!
1) My wedding dinner was tomorrow.
2) That NBA player is very tall! He is 7m tall!
3) Did you SAW that?!
4) My friend just came back from overseas, she has to be quantized! (quarantine)
5) The ball went through his head.
6) My favorite burger in BK is chicken waffle.
7) Mr Lim, one of our players is injured. Where’s the tool box? (First Aid Box)
8) Ryan's leg clamp again… then guohui’s car got cramped la?
9) The movie House of Flying daggers is 卧虎藏龙
Those are English ones that I remembered for the moment.
Here’s the hokkien ones.
1) I lose so much, I bo leen chu. (buay leen chu)
2) That tile is so good! I lao bak sai (lao cui nua)
Can’t remember liao la…. He is so funny at time, we don’t even know how to deal with him. So we just laugh at him… haha…
After that… soccer game… nothing much to talk about for that. Just a routine game. Some guys shagged out…
Ryan and Junhao discussing how to cheat at our mahjong game later…
Zhilong attempted to act cool…
Next I go about doing my peeping tom training.
My victims…
Small Eddie changing into his shorts
Self explanatory…
Gazza ‘The Teddy’ Peh
Soonnan outside the changing room
Anyway…. So that’s all for the morning. After that we proceeded to darien’s place for ECA. Losing until the end, then both victor and I win, so our partnership suffer a loss of $8, from $55 at one moment. Buay Pai already lo…
Nothing else to talk liao…
So bye bye la…
Colours of Life
"First you have a picture that's yellow green blue and red, followed by green yellow red and blue, and blue red green yellow and red blue yellow green. Do you think you can spot the difference? Maybe yes, maybe no... it depends. Then let's say you have a picture that's black white grey brown, followed by white black brown grey, then grey black brown white, and brown black grey white. Do you think you can spot the difference? Hardly possible."
Think about it...
The notion of fairness
How many times in Life have you heard someone say the 'Life is not fair'? Or maybe we can also put it this way: How many times have you said that in Life? Maybe so often that one may have forgotten.
To me, Life can't be fairer than anything else. My justification?
Can we compare the Intangibles and Tangibles?
As far as how it affects your mind and soul, to me, it is a Yes.
But of all the Tangibles and Intangibles that we all possess, which are the ones that make you happy and which ones are the ones that make you sad? Usually, the ones that do are always in the minority. Then what about the rest?
It lies in the state of Neutrality.
The ones that are inconsequential… the ones that do not affect your mind and soul. And yet, to some people, these may the exact ones that they desire. And from their point of view, they may feel that Life is unfair. And the same may be felt by you to that person.
So, two people looking at each other, feeling that Life is unfair. But in actual fact, it can’t be fairer, it is just that, one may not feel so. Because they have the 101 attributes and possessions that are inconsequential to how they feel and live. But they have it… that’s the key point.
And vice versa, when two people see each other and feel that Life is so fair… same concept.
Maybe one day, we shall we look deep inside and observe on the outside, and start to list out one by one the attributes and possessions. And think about how they make you happy or sad. Or feeling plain neutral about it. And there are many that only others can see…
Think about it…
end it for me...
if sorrow is a candle light, blow it out for me...
if happiness is a breathe of air, infuse it in me...
if pain is a fallen leaf, leave it there for me...
if love is a treasure chest, unlock it for me...
if u ever choose to stay, be it always right beside me...
if it's eternal goodbye...
Is there anyone who would wanna finish up this poem for me? all versions are welcomed!
-I changed it slightly, now I feel it sounds more smooth. And my own ending for it, I've already thought of it.
If it is eternal goodbye, hope it's as silent as can be...
not open...
if you are working on your fyp in ntu on a #$%^ing sunday in the south spine... freaking take note. CANTEEN A B AND 3 ARE ALL NOT FREAKING OPEN! i have just became a hungry ghost....
nw eating my supply of biscuit and having a cup of coffee for dinner.... very poor thing.... sure feels like army yet again.... just that i am in an aircon environment, with a nice jacket on, wearing dry shirt and jeans. plus sandals... hmmm.... suddenly i don't sound so pathetic after all....
anyone wanna supply me with more rations?
words...
Let’s look at a few parts of a conversation,
'It’s not about what you say, but what you don't say. There's not an ounce of excitement, or whisper of a thrill.'
If this is happening to you, what would you do in a relationship? How would you feel if you are the person being spoken to? And will you marry such a person?
'I want you to get swept away out there; I want you to levitate... Sing with rapture and dance like a dervish... be deliriously happy'
I love this sentence. Isn't a relationship supposed to be this way? To get swept away by the person you love. To feel that you are walking on air when you are with him/her because it’s so heavenly. To feel so much happiness like an angel, sing with rapture and dance like a dervish... be deliriously happy' captures all that essence.
'Fall head over heels and find someone you can love like crazy and love you the same way back too. If you find one now, forget your head and listen to your heart. Love is passion, obsession, something you can't live without. There's no sense living your life without it.'
And how lovely it is to really find someone who you can fall head over heels and love like crazy. The matter is, whether he/she will love you back. Sometimes I follow my heart too much and in the end got hurt. And sometimes I followed my head and lose that opportunity. Life is about critical decisions, you make one wrong move and sometimes, that's it. So be sure of the decisions you make.
And love, is something part of your life, a passion, an obsession. So find the love of your life, and live life like it’s supposed to be.
'To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, you haven't live a life at all'
Simple enough and the message is clear…
‘But you have to try, if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived’
If you haven’t tried, go try your luck and try your best. Love doesn’t fall from heaven. And you might have to fall down so many times before the right one comes along for you. When that happens, forget the head and listen to the heart. And I know sometimes we don’t do that… but try… remembering, if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived.
‘Stay open, who knows, lightning could strike.’
Sometimes you never know if the right is one is actually by your side. Or the one at your side is actually the right one. And sometimes there are signs that it just isn’t the case, or sometimes something just doesn’t feel right. So ‘stay open, lightning may strike’ the right one may just appear in your life. Or he/she may already be somewhere near you. So look around, think again… you never know…
Who knows, Lightning may strike…
星期二男人
星期二男人
大多能言善道口才不錯，不折不扣的樂觀主義者
很少能被感情挫折擊倒，一開始也許會失意一時
但過不了多久笑臉又現
不太會對許多事去苛求，很多事都是隨性且隨緣
因此有散漫消極的感覺
不太會主動去追求感情，在一起也不會多作承諾
反正只要兩人快樂就好，多少有一點自戀的成分
很多事情也只關心自己，對於情人只要自理即可
How true? I don't know... don't think so...
All these tests... are all generalised answers... but i still freaking publish it. the world is the biggest irony of them all...
In the wee hours of the morning...
Feel in my Soul,
An Angel so close.
My Heart skipped a beat,
Twinkling from head to feet.
Feels like a Kiss,
The one that I missed.
From you Sweetie,
The Lovely Angel...
But yet so far,
Like Heaven's Stars.
To which I reach,
A distance to breach.
Beyond me,
Fading from me.
Seeing it gone,
Out of my Sight...
With the Wind...
written all those above in the morning while doing my project. I didn't feel it my soul, so can i say it wasn't from my heart...
Anyone wanna finish that for me?
disturbing dreams...
I'm still getting disturbing dreams.... disturbing my sleep that is. Not that this is a good time, its a really bad time to disturb my sleep now. I am so tired now and bladdy hell still crunching data. It sure feels like army all over again.
And not just 1 but 2 in my pathetic 4+ hours sleep. When i woke up at 7+, my body is aching, my eyes refused to open, my legs are stiff and my head is heavy. I spent the next 2 hours flipping like a piece of roti prata on my bed.
Forcing myself to sleep was futile. So pulled myself off my bed, and almost falling flat on my face because my dear right leg was in a very bad shape.
@#$% the dreams!
@#$% the @#$%ing dreams!
Ting was saying she is beginning to brighten up.... I am beginning to head the opposite. If you see a zombie walking around, its probably me. Grab me, punch me in the face, stab me in the groin and say hi. I might notice....
nonsense... ok, i've gotta go back to my work...
Hate the dreams....
fyp life
Now... here's what i do when i am super bored in my fyp lab. sometimes when you do stuff until 10+ 11 at night, or overnight like what CS is kicking off tonight, it tends to get a little boring... so here's a pictorial view of things related to my fyp...
this is what happen when you have to work 14 hours in a lab. doing the same thing over and over again.... tired....
with this heavily booked machine... and that piece of wafer for my tests... grps who always book and never come. that's why cs and i always have to work overnight this holidays.
in this kind of conditions.... junkyard lab and war torn floor...
my precious work collected in the book and disks/thumbdrive
so when you hear you can finally go home at 11pm at night, you will be as happy as I am in that pic!
now presenting the important people who make this project so interesting and fun. and also the important people who helped me throughout and given me their precious time, guidance and protection.
first, the legendary CS!
actually i cant remember what he was pointing at... i just snapped away.
handsome dude yea!
our helpful and funny Phd student, Patrick! he is full of crap and always toking abt gundam seed... and some other stuff... haha... lotsa good times spent with him and the rest of the gang.
today they were discussing what to do. Patrick is directly in charge of cs. my Phd student.... dont feel like taking his pictures....
Here's the man who is our saviour! Thaya! he helped us A LOT throughout the project and guide so much. really really appreciated all his time and effort spent helping us and coordinating stuff.
another shot of serious work in progress....
so that's about it... if you guys are still interested in my school life, i'll try to take more pictures and post them here!
for now... so long!
Its like a spoilt tape recorder..
Life these days is just like a spoilt tape recorder. I get sick, try to recover from it; do work, repetitive; play soccer, every Friday and Sunday; sleep, what sleep? I don’t even have time for it!
But one thing good, now sleeping at night is so easy. I just fall asleep… and never got interrupted. I cant even remember when’s the last time I slept at 2am and woke up uninterrupted at 930am. Its been a long time. Seems like FYP is even more tiring then the exams huh?
Of course… if you have to stay in the lab from 9am to 11pm, it sure IS tiring. That’s what I did yesterday. Now I’m in the lab again, doing the same thing again. Just like a spoilt tape recorder… it just repeat and repeat and repeat. And the SCVS is running, so I have some time to sneak out an entry right here inside my lab. Sure is a sad thing to be doing. Then again, it isn’t that bad as far as my FYP is concern, because the fact is I am beginning to get good results.
Seems like the change of focus of the project is a good thing after all.
Yesterday afternoon was a horrible affair as I didn’t realized there are pin connection problems. In the end, all the initial results are all screwed. Even though I got those funny graphs, I didn’t suspect a thing. to top it off, I asked another Phd student what he thought of the results, he just said its hard breakdown… ha… lucky I found out it wasn’t the case around after 6 rounds of testing. So basically my initial results are screwed. But so far the testings had been pretty good. Seems like I do have something good on my hands after all.
But to really do your FYP in this manner is really time consuming, and life consuming. After that 14 hours of FYP, I really feel like a zombie. Can you imagine the whole day is in the lab… and its going to be so for the next few weeks or so. Come to think of it, it is a good training for my possibly future career path in a wafer fab. Take it positively, like my APC and my FYP sup were telling me. There are always something to look forward to.
The bad thing about coming back to the lab is… everyone is falling like flies. Flies that had been sprayed by shieldtox, via a riot police water hose… someone is either having runny nose, sore throat or a fever. It’s a pestilence that wouldn’t go away in my lab! I got to keep myself warm and wrapped up. Always in this old army jacket of mine… almost the best in the world. I must be the most cold/heat intolerant person you’ve ever seen. Think the range is only about 24 to 32 degrees celcius. To think I went through army. Anyway… I’m popping vitamin C tabs like they are sweets. Actually not so, I bought those that you dissolve in water and drink type. 1 gram per tab. 4-5 hours 1 tab. Its been pretty good as an preventive measure so far. I think I’m going to get another 30 tabs later at the medical center. And the orange flavor one is the best so far. Don’t fall sick guys, go get yourselves a huge dose of vitamin C everyday too. And it also make sure you have a good complexion to boot.
Oh… ya… I think I’ve got to explain a bit on why I am called Luxy too. Many people asked me about it when they saw or heard it. I remembered when one of my friends called me that, his gal was giggling away. So… here it is. Luxy is changed from Lucy. Of course not that people are calling me Lucy just because I look like a ‘Lucy’. It’s the short form of another nick that my soccer chums call me. Luxy is from Lucio, the name my friends gave me. Lucio is some soccer player’s name. A defender once or still from leverkusen. So there you’ve got it. It all started from my keeper. He purposely and cheekily called me ‘luuucccyyy’ once. Then another called me that too. Mr Teddy Peh. So now it’s a good mix of lucios and luxys from them. You can call me that too, if you want to. It’s a nickname after all isn’t it?
Well…. I think this is enough for now. I’ll put up some photos later… maybe, if I have the time.
swept away... by food, work and sickness
Well well.... so what have I got to write these days? It’s not easy for someone on the sick bed to write something that's readable by human beings. I was wondering if I should blog in Chinese as well after a little discussion on that. But nope... I aint really in the proper state to try that feat at the moment. Can’t seem to get my hanyu pinyin together at the moment.
So what have I been up to these days huh? I had a game of soccer on Sunday, followed by the usual mahjong session with the guys. It ended around six, had my dinner and came back home to watch a DVD. Great show, just love it with all my heart. Following that I went for the Liverpool vs. arsenal game. It was delightful to see Liverpool working so hard and of course even more delighting to see Liverpool winning arsenal. The 2 players who are doing nothing scored. So it was quite a cracker.
Maybe because of those few days of overexertion, I am falling sick now. Ha... of course, before I fell sick, I had a lil trip down to JB again on Monday. Went to have lunch at sushi king down at city square. With jiarei, zhijie and hanren. The usual suspects.
This is my main course, eel with rice, egg pudding and a yakult. Yupz, yakult. Our dear hanren is saying, this yakult is not as sweet as the original type. To me, it’s still freaking sweet! Perhaps even sweeter than the original one. Anyway… its yakult so I don’t really care that much about how sweet it is. It’s supposed to be good because of the active bacteria, or so it claims. Next up, soft shell crab.
Now this soft shell crab is pretty good. I don’t really remember how much it cost us but it was ok generally. I had a quarter of a piece and I kinda like it. So if you are going to be dining over there, have a soft shell crab.
The charming fellas that went with me there is the next course… ermm... next 2 pictures.
First picture on the left is zhijie with jiarei on his right. No his left. The picture’s right. Hanren is sitting beside me in the next picture. I realized I blend in pretty well, because I am so dark… freakish isn’t it? I almost can’t see myself in that picture. Well you can see that I am so bored that I fell asleep. Ar… no, just that zhijie snapped the picture when I was blinking. Toto also not so jun.
And here’s one on my side view.
So we ate and ate and ate… hanren even dare to tell us, ‘no matter how you eat, you can’t get over Sing $20’. Bullshit! We managed to gobble down 230 ringgit worth of sushi and stuff. Here’s the evidence,
Scary isn’t it? Some more jiarei and zhijie are going for their marathon this weekend. Wonder how they gonna do that eh? Hahaha…. Fat shev running with flyhigh. That should be quite a sight.
So that’s about it for Monday. Tuesday wasn’t that good as I started to feel sick and lethargic. It started off with the dental clinic receptionist calling me in the morning. She sure has a harsh tone. Didn’t really like the way she talked to me but well, I wasn’t going to get upset over something that is so trivial.
The trip to the dentist is as unwelcome as ever. The dentist is going to drill a hole in one of my tooth, to fill it up with some funny white stuff. I never like the feeling of the drill on my teeth. Every time there is this disturbing feeling on the nerves. It just pricks the system if you get what I mean. if not, go see a dentist. I go back to the same dentist because he is very friendly. Always have a good conversation with him whenever I am there. Well, that is before my turn.
Talked about school, soccer, studies and my personal wellbeing. His assistant commented on my new hairstyle. Amazed that she remembered, or maybe it’s just one of those casual remarks. They also said I’ve grown so much thinner. I corrected that word, preferring ‘slimmer’. Hahaha… actually it makes no difference. So he asked me what happened. If it was the work of the FYP or schoolwork. Yea, everything contributed. And adding the other personal stuff in life that sums it all up. So he went on to tell me gals, plenty of them everywhere. And they won’t fall in love with you now. His assistant added a nice comment saying the cliché ‘a tall dark handsome guy like you can’t get gal friend meh?’ I just laughed it off. I know it’s just those mindless comments that come out from the mouth. Ha… but I enjoyed it. Not that it’s really the agenda topping my list now. I’m still thinking of how to get that scholarship for my M.Eng. If I don’t get my 2nd upper. Maybe I might just go back to tech and work as an engineer there after I graduate, if they still want me that am. Anyway, the dentist is saying how you must have $ to snag a gal these days. That, I’m not too sure about. I know $ is very important, but I also know $ isn’t everything. But of course, without $, you can’t survive. Period.
So after a while more of complaining how soccer leagues these days are all kelong and fixed, he went about his dirty business of drilling and washing my teeth. His assistant must be dreaming or something, because I keep having to swallow some liquid that accumulated close to the throat area. Well… can imagine that. But she has beautiful eyes. Very typical of those beautiful malay gals. She’s married, so you guys out there can forget about anything. I’m sure she must have been quite a smasher back some time. You know, malay ladies tend to puff up a bit after marriage. She’s a lil puffed up. But she still has a pair of beautiful eyes. I’ve always loved beautiful eyes…
After that, I had to grab some lozenges and vitamin C from the medical center below. Getting quite sick actually. Had a runny nose and a sore throat. The signs of flu. So I hammered the vitamin C and lozenges. Hoping that I will recover soon enough. If not I would still be in school doing my project at this moment. I had changed with cs on the time slots. But I’ll still be going down tomorrow evening. The only other time we have for the machine. Unfortunate, but the reality it is.
I must have been quite drowsy or tired yesterday, I fell asleep halfway through my measurements. I was the only one in jacket in that lab. Yes, the thick reversible army jacket. And to make things worse, my PhD who agreed to be around to help me on my first time on this new project, wasn’t around. I was like jabbing in the dark. Eventually, I wasted my 4 hrs there, without conclusion and good results, and left the place a sicker fella. But so far I taken good care of myself, I almost drowned myself in herbal tea and plain water. Have 5 grams of Vitamin C like the dentist recommended, and had tonnes of fruits so far. I tried to sleep early, but ended up flipping in bed. I can see the dark rings forming under my eyes. I am a horrible sight. But I think I am slightly better. Maybe after this post I might be turning in.
Need more rest…
I’ll be fine real soon. I still have a dinner to attend on Friday and a BBQ that I can’t escape on Saturday. After that it’s full fledge project all the way. So well… see how it goes ya? I’m sure everything’s gonna turn out just fine.
Yes I’ll be fine. Don’t worry. Of course, any gestures of care and concern are deeply appreciated. Thanks everyone!
Poison!
| ks is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested. |
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