Killing mode
yesterday evening, instead of studying for my paper later this afternoon, i went for a session of soccer. well... i m STILL putting an entry here now. obvious abt the emphasis i'm putting on it huh?i was in killing mode yesterday. i actually had a notion when i was on the way, to break someone's leg if dat fella deserves it. but wen we got there, all there at the court were my pals. by the time the oter pple arrived, i've oredi played for 1 hr plus.
there goes the killing mentality.
i told my frens, i felt like breaking someone's leg. zhiwei agreed. he said i played very hiong. i suppose dats relative to the usual playing style.
den i had a chance. a mini brawl broke up between our guys n someone fr the oter team. i was already sitting by the side in a daze over something shunnan told me. before i can go down and send in a punch or kick, the situation diffused oredi. so i sat down again. and it came again, stood up, diffused...
missed the chance...
so i reckon for harboring those thoughts, i ought to get punished. n i did. i slipped and fell while trying to execute a sharp turn. ground was too slippery, shoes had no grip...
down i went... splat...
lucky it was just abrasion and some slight bruises. usually it would had been a possible injury.
somehow after that standoff event, some pple are more fired up. there's this guy who crashed into me. i was trying to shield the ball but failed miserably. he tot i purposely blocked him. sorry, its my technique problem.
one of our guys whom i didn't know went 'its ok its ok, soccer is liddat ar...'
dat fella mumbled a few words under his breathe. i gave him a killer look. he went away...
benefits of having an expression dat can frighten pple and a 1.83 frame with broad looking shoulders.
in the end, i didn't do much. didn't get much chances. if its playing in a field, i'm sure someone would have gotten some rough treatment. rough but fair... maybe not fair, just not malicious.
i'm evil, but not evil by nature. i whack pple who i felt they deserve it.
i sound evil...
i might just be evil...
who doesn't have their evil sides...
posted by luxy @ 10:20 AM
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