Outstanding!
One day, if you see a 1.84m mass limping around AMK, with a visible injury on his left ankle, that could be me.
I've just went for an operation on my left ankle. Well... after 5 long years I am finally going for my ligament re-construction operation. Seems like my left ankle ligament is really busted. Too much damage on a few of them. Spent a few days in the hospital too... hell man... I love the food there... wooooo...
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yeah right... No lah, I haven't went for any operation, neither have I been to the sinseh. But if you see the same limping mass, it could still be me.
Yes, I have refused to listen to advices to stop playing soccer for the time being. The purpose is to rest my sprained left ankle. This is due to my cap telling me we only have 7 players.
So yeah... like a good soldier and committed player, I went along with my gear. Yikes... we have 16 players today! But many of us are indeed playing with injuries here and there. My cap is playing with two injured ankles, me one. My right back with a twisted ankle and a busted O2 tank. And some other minor minor stuff here and there.
We are quite depleted, as far as the defence department is concern. But amazingly, today we saw 2 players who have disappeared for the past half a year, making their debut in our new jersey. I was sitting out for most of the first half until my cap gave up and sent me into the fray.
First thing I did was to go into a hard tackle with my left leg. Bad choice... my ankle hurts like mad. I had to rub it like a chinese sinseh during half time and give it a tight bandage to give more support.
Amazingly, the second half was much better. I didn't really feel so much pain. Maybe it is because my captain wasn't around and I was more or less taking over the command of the game. I was sprinting, tackling, heading, shouting, manhandling and doing all sort of dirty work on the field.
I was working on adrenalin... and it ran out very close to the end of the game. I came off, but after 2-3 minutes the game ended.
One thing for sure, I need to get my damn fitness back again. The injury had been untimely and unnecessary. My stamina is shite. But my aggressiveness is still there. And over the years I've got more dirty... ha... maybe pace lose a bit already. So have to resort to lil tricks to survive. Ha... no no... I'm still one of the fairest players around. ;) Outstanding!!!
Yeah... on soccer.... LIVERPOOL WIN THOSE CANNOT MAKE IT BLUESHITES!!! 203rd Merseyside derby winners! Best of all, an ex-manc Philip Neville open the scoring. Great goal! Luis Garcia's goal is what a goal poacher produces. Brilliant interception! Brilliant technique to send it sailing over Richard Wright. Perfect! Harry Kewell is beginning to prove his worth... with a thunderbolt that left Richard Wright searching for his rocket boosters! OUTSTANDING!!!
Yeah... yup yup yup... hahahahahahahaha................
Crap shit
So, what am I to talk about after so long? Work? My personal life? Well... let's start with work.
Freak... I suddenly thought that I rather not talk about work. Cause it is nothing but crap shit. It has been downhill since the last time I spoke of a rosy prospect.
Then lets proceed to what's been happening around. Firstly I have been pretty sick these days. For the past one month plus I have been sick and injured mostly. Be it a persistent cold, diarrhea, sprains and headaches... I think that gives you a pretty good picture of what's been happening.
What had been buffling me is the way each individual treats others. There is this person who recently told me how she can't forget one incident that apparently made her so pissed about me and me as a person in the whole. Apparently my refusal to speak of my true feelings have given a negative reflection. In fact, why I never said anything was due to my patience, in which I had refused to blow up in her face.
But somehow, she took it badly, and ever since had a certain notion that really made me wonder how she ever conceived such an idea... I believe between two individuals there will always be lil conflicts here and there. But between one another, we always have to weigh the good times and bad times that each of us spend together. I really believe 99% of the time we spent together were happy and enjoyable. And I believe she thought so too. But somehow, towards me, her patience is as short as a thumbtack. And every good thing I've done is taken for granted and more or less something which I should have done.
The same thing happened in the company as well between some operator and me last night. I pride myself as someone who is fair and always try to give clear and good instructions in order to help everyone. Never have I once do anything purely on selfish nature in the course of work. I try to think of everyone before making decisions, be it simple or tough ones. And sad to say, people are not the same. They will at times try to take advantage of the care and benefits I showered them.
Disappointed to a certain extent, but I got my cool in my pocket. I won't change too much on how I treat people and handle issues, but I got good advices from my pals at work. Only be good to people who deserves it. And that I understand fully over the years when I deal with people, be it at army, work, study or daily life.
Back to the issue of the gal previously. Frankly I can't understand why I have to be treated like that. I suppose this isn't the first time people are treating me in this manner. In fact, I can't remember how many people will run to me crying when everything is doom and gloom. But when everything is rosy and sunny, where the hell are they? Basking in the sun of course... where I am left behind again. Disappointed in her actions but well, it's her choice so I have not much I can say about that. Everyone is unique in their own ways and react differently to different people and situation. Perhaps I am just unlucky in some sense. But I learn each time. I'm still learning.
Well I suppose that's all for now. I didn't really say everything but I think it is good enough for now. In fact i said less than 20% of the whole damn story. But heck man...
